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Oh hello there!
Thanks for checking my page out if you read this c:
What you will find here is just a lot of my cosplay pictures really :3
Further also some of my real life stuff.
So yeah c:
Hope you all enjoy them/it if your gonna check them out!

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Pac-Man vs Magearna by i-am-the-awesome Pac-Man vs Magearna :iconi-am-the-awesome:i-am-the-awesome 2 0 Sleepy Saeran by Madarami Sleepy Saeran :iconmadarami:Madarami 30 2 The Riddler - Cory Michael Smith - LilianettyPR by LilianettyPR The Riddler - Cory Michael Smith - LilianettyPR :iconlilianettypr:LilianettyPR 5 0 .:Professor Kukui's Clumsy Assistant:. by yuki-oto .:Professor Kukui's Clumsy Assistant:. :iconyuki-oto:yuki-oto 137 4 glide by xTURBOPOWEREDx glide :iconxturbopoweredx:xTURBOPOWEREDx 42 12 An Everlasting Team by Xiurele An Everlasting Team :iconxiurele:Xiurele 116 13 591 by mandaIa 591 :iconmandaia:mandaIa 122 16 Allison - Lurantis Outfit by Procyle Allison - Lurantis Outfit :iconprocyle:Procyle 52 16 AU Glitchtale: The Bete Noire by MidNightSorcer AU Glitchtale: The Bete Noire :iconmidnightsorcer:MidNightSorcer 121 18 Talk Of The Underground by FableworldNA Talk Of The Underground :iconfableworldna:FableworldNA 19 27 Asriel - GlitchTale - Fan Art by ProduccionesToriel Asriel - GlitchTale - Fan Art :iconproduccionestoriel:ProduccionesToriel 15 12 The Space by Rayquazanera The Space :iconrayquazanera:Rayquazanera 38 5 A start by Rayquazanera A start :iconrayquazanera:Rayquazanera 46 5 Gastly by ImmortalLittleOne Gastly :iconimmortallittleone:ImmortalLittleOne 19 2 Pikachu and Rockruff by Pikafan09 Pikachu and Rockruff :iconpikafan09:Pikafan09 31 8 LEGO Pokemon: Cyndaquil and Quilava by TommySkywalker11 LEGO Pokemon: Cyndaquil and Quilava :icontommyskywalker11:TommySkywalker11 6 0
Hello there everyone...
First of all...
How have you all been doing? 
Tell me...
I would like to hear how you guys and girls are doing out there...
For me after all...
It still hasn't been going good with me since my last journal...
I'm in therapy...
And i'm gonna get the medication this Wednesday...
Even though i still find it weird that i need medication if they could help me last time, without medication...
But i guess there's nothing to do about...
I'm afraid of still needing to take them but on the other hand...
If they do help...
What's gonna happen with me...
How will i feel...
When they do help?
That's what i'm wondering as well...
And so, i'm gonna get them this Wednesday...
As for therapy...
They haven't been helping me at all...
I have told them the situation and have been diagnosed with Anxiety Disorder...
A Social Anxiety Disorder...
Explains a lot, doesn't it? 
That, that the reason is why i don't wonna get a new job or get in contact with anyone anymore...
Makes sense to me at least...
But it isn't helping me one bit because...
My therapists don't wonna make me feel better about it before i need to go do stuff...
And which just makes my anxiety worse...
They wonna put me in a situation (probably work) where i do have to confront my fears...
And to be honest...
I don't feel ready for that at all...
I have then also been telling this for quit some time now but...
They just don't seem to be listening to me...
And so i'm already being forced into a situation which i don't wonna be in...
But if i don't...
They think that it will get worse...
While i just think to myself that i first have to get my thoughts under control and my anxiety...
If they help me with that after all...
It wouldn't be as bad anymore...
The fear and my thoughts about it at least wouldn't be....
But oh well...
Like i said...
They are not listening to me and so...
I don't know what to do anymore....

Also...
Every time i then also think about this whole situation...
It just makes me more depressed...
Because i feel like i'm stuck and like things are gonna get worse if they are gonna do this to me...
After all...
If they are gonna send me to a new job or whatever new situation with new people in it...
I feel as if i'm gonna panick and just get upset...
And not just the first day...
But every day...
This then also has been making me quit depressed again and i have been thinking about comitting suicide now and then...
I have told my therapists that as well but they don't seem to take that serious either...

It just feels like i'm nearing my end in this world because no one seems to listen to me or make me feel better...
And if i keep feeling that way...
I don't know what will happen...
Or what i'm gonna do....
  • Listening to: The silence around me.
  • Reading: This journal to see if i forgot to say something.
  • Watching: The laptop screen.
  • Playing: Nothing at all.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing.

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Vincent ter Schuur
Artist | Hobbyist | Artisan Crafts
Netherlands
Introduction
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Well, hello there.
My name is Vincent ter Schuur and i'm a 22 year old who lives in The Netherlands.
I'm a blond male who is 177 cm's tall and has dark brown eyes.

Further:
My hobby's are:
Watching Anime and movies
Cosplaying
Roleplaying
Webcamming with my beautiful Gf
Chatting with people
Listen to music
And go to work i guess haha

So yeah c: that's all you guys need to know for now about me i guess c:
If you want to know more about me you can Always ask though :3

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Further i will just be positing a lot of cosplay pics on here so :P
Prepare for all them cosplays XD haha


Have a good day

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BeautifuldaisyDA Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I don't know where to start haha, Thank you for the favs!!!
Your support is so very appreciated!
How is your year so far?
:hug:
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DynamicFlamez Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave :D
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DynamicFlamez Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave :D
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Kaasusumu Featured By Owner May 14, 2017  Hobbyist
Hope you're doing well lately, Vince!^^
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codelyokolover3 Featured By Owner May 3, 2017  Hobbyist
thanks for the fave :D (Big Grin) Ash's Hats 
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kappa9 Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2017   Digital Artist
thank you for the fav~ pokemon gif  Teddiursa 
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MaverickTears Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2017  Professional Artist
Thanks for the fave :D
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JazzaX Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks plus fave 2.0 by JazzaX  
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daddydonteatmyfries Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2017   General Artist
GRACIAS por el Fav de mi Yoosung! n n
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Noyle Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2017  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the favs!
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